Self-Proofing And Recognizing Effort
You always seem to be trying to prove yourself. I see it trying to fill the gap between what we are and what we want to be. However, this effort usually ensures that the difference is opened and not closed. We have a thought and belief system, a personality structure, a lifestyle we want to have. We’re starting to think we’ve found the truth. We think, believe, move, but no matter what, wisdom cannot gain sincerity. He denies religion; We want to deistize, atheist. We cannot accept our personality and ourselves, we begin to care for the people we love. He does not like our lifestyle and conditions; we try to live like celebrities and rich people. We want them to dress like a dress, but this dress is usually too tight or too tight. Every dress that does not fit us, even if there is plenty, can hurt us. Wearing our father’s shoes when he was five, like putting our baby’s booties on our feet when he was forty.
There is always a kind of rebellion against the norms of the society in which we live and its own internal rules. Although positive, the dose of this uprising can cause both individual and social pain when missed.
Our efforts to raise awareness and prove ourselves; it often prevents us from being ourselves and moving. Because we don’t love ourselves, we want to think, talk, believe and be there. This situation is perceived by both people. Therefore sincerity is always lacking.
Today I went to a private teaching course. During the speech, a teacher said that in the past, a student insisted on being in the classroom and making such speeches. This example took me to high school. I would describe myself as an idealist. But I did not intimidate idealism ideologically. I think that I was influenced by this definition until the age of 25 and used it as an argument to prove myself and distinguish myself.